Monday, October 11, 2004
I am generally in good spirits, but today find my soul off center. I have had a lot on my mind lately. I am thinking a great deal about the future and its uncertainty has me a bit rattled. Work, relationship, finances, career are all taking a toll on me. I feel a little lost right now. My focus is blurred and I believe I am becoming a bit reclusive. The combination of it all has me in low spirits and I may even say I feel sad. My mind is in conflict with a relationship issue I'm dealing with. And my future profession is in question. One thing at a time, one day at a time. I am sure these feelings will pass, and I'll be in a better place soon, but I have to acknowledge where I am now and hope for the best in the end. I just have to hang in there and create some positive changes in my life and mind. I'm a strong person and will figure it out somehow. I just have to be patient with myself and take steps to get to where I want to go, professionally, socially, spiritually and romantically.